26 days without coffee!

Wow --- 3.7 weeks! Almost a month! Feels great! It doesnt really feel like anything. My motivation is sitting in the airport and just being able to relax, chill and read a book. Not frantically looking for a starbucks, the line, then the nearest restroom. then the guilt for spending the $. Its nice to just relax and not have those super ups and downs. PLUS the urinary problems are almost non-existent. Its def related to my digestive issues and if im regular.

Just feeling apprehensive about not having any friends out here. Whats new? I just hate to force things. Just wish I had more of a social life? But one that i actually liked - not that was something i felt like i 'should' do....

dream

dream last night about christine. and amanda and denise. We all had to go to some place christine was house sitting. in the snow. and i had to stay there all week. it was sunday. I knew i had a long drive in the morning and then realized i didnt really have a ride and that was going to be an issue. I didnt have a comfortable place to sleep, it was going to be cold, i wouldnt have enough sleep and didnt have proper things to get ready. Whew! did i wake up thankful!!

Made me so thankful to have a A) have a car B) have a job C) not be in the snow