things im thankful for

Thankful for a warm, safe place to work with nice people.

Thankful for a reliable car that is half paid off.

Thankful for my health (for the most part)

Thankful for my youth and things to come.

Thankful for my fortune in coming to california and being able to do the things I want to, not inhibited by kids or other things.

I am thankful for the people in my life.

I am thankful for the food I am able to buy and cook myself to heal.

I am thankful for being able to have the resources, computer to study and search how to heal myself.

I am thankful to have a lot of friends to ask questions to.

I am thankful for my family - almost always there for me and FULL of love.

new years resolutions

1) sketch more

2) mix it up

3) do something scary

4) be more assertive

5) need less, use less

6) simplify

feel great!!!

Wow, I just feel so good. I feel energetic. I feel good about myself and my skills. I feel professional. I know that even though I have this thrush, I just have to live with it and move on to other things in my life. I feel good about the knowledge Ive gained and continue to gain. I feel like I am on the path towards healing and that MOST people out there dont know any of this stuff.

and yay, i just won a giftcard.

I know that this has been a stuggle but Today I feel great! and know that I can do anything, go anywhere on my own. Ive done this much so far. Just want to keep in mind that everything isnt a problem, just a choice.

its a combination of things...

it could be me. it could be you. it could be not working. it could be the fear of it not working. i like what missy said - you can always find something wrong. Just do what is missing from your spirit - what will make YOU happy and relationships should flourish or follow the path they should.

Things that will make me happy - change. the definition of insanity - doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.