its a combination of things...

it could be me. it could be you. it could be not working. it could be the fear of it not working. i like what missy said - you can always find something wrong. Just do what is missing from your spirit - what will make YOU happy and relationships should flourish or follow the path they should.

Things that will make me happy - change. the definition of insanity - doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.