HAPPY

I am feeling SOO happy. I dont know if its the inspiring email from Alyssa - my change in attitude towards job. and towards cal. my change in perspective. paragone?

Learning something new at work - keynote. being a big help to jeff. not feeling scared. adrenals better? (possible raise coming??) hard work paying off.

not having tea for THREE days! not needing it. having support of alyssa. coming back from ohio - wanting to LIVE and be more social.

Did you just try? or did you try til you got the results you wanted?

I dont know - but i dont care and im not going to jix it.

Day 4 on the paragone - yippee!