Tuesday, July 27, 2010

pooped

Man, I just feel pooped. I am anxious to talk to this dr.mason and tell her I increased my dosage to 2 grains. Cowan says I could be hyper or hypo. All I know is that I feel dizzy, WAY tired, not sharp, legs feel jiggly, joint pain, nauseous - and sick of feeling like this! I want to get back to work! I just cant concentrate. I worry about my lack of enthusiasm to others. I worry that I am taking too many drugs (diflucan) (iron) (thyroid) (cal/mag) (D) Its gotten out of control. I really don't know who to believe. There is always a counter for everything you take or eat. I am just feeling fat, feeling smelly down there, feeling like I am spending an awful lot of money and I just want to feel clear and happy.

I'm ready to give up on it all and just take nothing! I just worry since I have already started down this road... I cant turn back now.

Next step - adrenals, different anti-fungal. and TIME.

Please god, give me back some energy. Have been doing GAPS for 9-10 months. Also need to stop eating out of plastic.

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