i WILL overcome

I WILL overcome this. I will be strong. I have been through tough times before and I will get through this. Other people have had long drawn out stories, but I will find the truth and try to remain peaceful in the meantime. Things happen for a reason and I know health is going to happen, its just a matter of time. Life throws things at you - but you can use them as a learning lesson - not some cruel joke. I will be better than neil, caleb, others. I will perservier no matter what. I have done a great job this far. And you know what i always have myself. and i wont have anyone else when i die. just me. So, i know i can always count on that when i cant count on anything else.