Letting go of the worry

You don't have to 'control' things like you did at at cindy/emily and my house warming party - where you couldnt relax and have fun. Sometimes you just have to go oh well, let the cards fall where they may and just let go and have FUN. Its ok to have fun. It feels like theres always something to worry about or take care of or clean up. You can just gently say, thats not my problem, let it go and just enjoy and have fun.

How freeing. I am not going to be the 'fixer-upper' anymore. I am going to allow myself to have fun and just let go even if there feels like there are things that need to be worried about. I am just going to not 'try' to be a certain person... I am going to just be 100% me.